Thursday, September 25, 2014

NG Tube Trial - Admitted to Seattle Children's Hospital

Christy playing, Mommy doing paperwork
at General Surgery Clinic
So, once again, our week is nothing like we planned.  Started out with just two days of appointments, but the trip to Children's Hospital in Seattle yesterday was going to be two appointments, and then they scheduled an Upper GI for this morning in order to move forward towards having a G-Tube Placed.  So we were blessed with friends whom I only knew online (real life friends of my real life friend, Renee of Little Earthling Photography) who were willing to take us in spontaneously (we didn't even know we needed accomodations until after 5 pm!).

Christy hanging out with her/
oldest sister, Jessica!
So after crashing at their place (we had a lot common - Grace is expecting her 9th, and has adopted a little boy from Ukraine a few years back who has Down Syndrome).  We got up super early to try to beat the traffic and headed in.  In my sleep deprived state, I headed to Bellevue Children's (had been there twice within a week's time!).  But we were still early, so going to the Seattle campus still worked out fine.

Catch me if you can!
Her Upper GI series exrays showed that she has no physical anomalies that would prevent having a G-Tube Place, yay!  After consulting with the pumonologist, we were able to get a bed and she has be admitted and received her NG Tube and we will be here 24 - 48 hours until I understand how they want me to feed her and how that works with how I think she should be fed (i.e. negotiations are in progress!).

My silly, goofy, lovable girly!
She LOVES to eat!
She has been a great little traveler and took most every in stride....but getting the NG-Tube placed had her more upset than I have ever seen her, and I was her tormentor.  It's so hard!    She was able to pull it halfway out, so now she has a hand-mitt on so she can't snag the tube with her good hand.
Wow!  Cool Crib!

Finally happy again after NG Tube was put in/'by
 her big bad mama....but she's forgiven me already!
I am hoping that we will be able to be discharged tomorrow since I already have experience with the NG-Tube from Esther's first 4 1/2 months!

How tangled can I get?
Very Tangled!
I'll update if anything changes, but I'm hoping the next blogpost will be next week and from home!  I'm hoping to travel to my mother's house this weekend to introduce Christy to her grandma!

Prayers appreciated for good progress and an early release and that all goes well at home in my absence!

Friday, September 19, 2014

Christy's 4 month update - Tonsils, Sleeping and Tubes, OH MY!

Fresh Air = Sleepy Girl!
Camping = Double Stroller Time!
You may or may not have noticed that I did not do a "Three Months Home" blog post about Christy, but I did.  I really wanted to do that, but I just didn't have the time, and our camera had gone missing so I couldn't post photos!

So much has happened since my last update on Christy that I can't post it all here, but here are some highlights, and then I'll tell you about her/my first ever sleep study plus updates on her current challenges!

"Wake Up Gi-Gi" (Carese's name for Christy!)
Right after my last "Christy Update" I took Christy in for a weight check.  After her feeding evaluation in July, I realized that she was not gaining weight so on the therapists recommendation I began adding Pediasure to her diet.  After two weeks of doing this I had her weight checked and she had gained 11 oz since she had come home.  So that was working.

Then we left on a long campout.  Our church has a campout every year, but we got up early. This year we arrive on Monday, and the official campout starts on Friday.  Christy did amazingly well at camp, adjusting quickly to the outdoor life.

The only problem was that her crib was right next to my bed.   Before the campout I was aware that she wakened about once a night and at home I would check on her when I heard her rocking her crib (literally) and usually it meant her nose was stuffy.  I'd put a little coconut oil on her nose at the opening of her nostrils to help soften any crusties, and apply some essential oils for nasal congestion and calming and she'd rock herself back to sleep.  I tried rocking her to sleep, but for so many years she has been calming herself to sleep, that if I try to rock her, she wakes completely up and thinks it's time to play....doesn't work at all to put her to sleep again.

Christy's bed right by mommy's
Head = sleep deprived mommy!
Well, it became apparent at camp that Christy was waking many more times than I had been aware, but she would usually comfort herself back to sleep.  But every morning at 4 am sharp, she would wake completely up and start making a lot of noise, between rocking her crib (which would rock the whole trailer) and happy noises as she would see that mommy was right next to her crib.  I would have to work to keep her quiet until she went back to sleep, which usually took 1 1/2 to 2 hours.  Needless to say, I was not getting much sleep at camp, so much so that I had to bail and go home with the girls Saturday so I could get some sleep and not have a complete meltdown at camp!

Christy doing table time, playing with blocks,
as part of her daily therapy/play time at home.
In August Christy and Esther both saw the ENT, Dr Englais (sp?), at Seattle Children's Hospital.  We discussed her snoring and sleep problems.  Esther got exrays to check on her adenoids/possible regrowth but she is all clear!  Christy, however, needs her tonsils out for sure, and the doctor said he was sure she needed her adenoids removed too, but didn't want to exray her for that and just make the final decision during surgery.  We also discussed having this done when she gets her dental work done (did I mention that she needs sedated dental work done due to some cavities?).  She will also get an MRI done when sedated so we have a better idea of the brain damage that resulted in her having Cerebral Palsy or a stroke (we are not sure which she has since we don't know when the brain damage occurred).

She does like to explore her world using her mouth!
The last week of August was our first Post Adoption Report home visit.  We had a social worker from our home study agency come to our home to see how Christy was doing and how well we are caring for her as well as how she is doing in our family!  We got the report back and it was like a pat on the back - she spoke of our family and Christy in glowing terms.  Boy that sure meant a lot to me.  This report should be back from getting apostilled any day now and then I will send it to our adoption agency and they will forward it to the Bulgarian authorities.  These Post Adoption Reports help countries like Bulgaria to determine if it is in the best interest of the children for them to be adopted into families in the U.S. so these reports are vital to the ongoing adoptions for other orphans!

Rachel cutting Christy's nails - Christy does not like this,
but she did give me this great photo between her
complaining and squirming to get away!
Just to see how the dietary changes were working, I had her in for a weight check the day before the home visit and we found that she had gained about a pound since her weight check 4 weeks before - that was great news!

The first week of September was her swallow study.  She did so well, cooperated so nicely, that we were able to get very good information about her least very accurate information.  Christy has major aspiration problems.  She showed laryngeal penetration (fancy term for food going down the wrong tube) on all thicknesses, even pudding.  There is no term for thickness thicker than pudding, so the speech therapist referred to it as paste.  This is not good, not good at all.  Both the speech therapist and Christy's pediatrician are recommending that we place a G-Tube to aid in getting fluids into her, but we are/were hesitant about this.

My happy girl - in the waiting room at
Seattle Children's Sleep Clinic in Bellevue
So, we have been working to get her the proper liquids by giving her apple juice thickened with Thick It to just past pudding thickness.  We were weighing her diapers to see how well she is extracting liquid from her foods/thickened liquids for proper hydration.  If I gave her 1/3 cup of thickened apple juice at each meal, she had more than sufficient output.  But, she has also been struggling to gain weight, so it's a balancing act at getting enough calories into her so adding more fluids (bulk with fewer calories) meant a possible trade off...being hydrated but not gaining weight.  So for two weeks I've been working at this, and it's a struggle and when my life got SUPER busy last week and this week, it was nearly impossible to ensure that she was betting proper nutrition and proper hydration, and as of yesterday the scale said that she had actually lost weight (around 1/2 pound in 2 weeks) when we started adding more fluids....and her reflux has gotten worse too.

Christy all ready for bed - waiting to get hooked up
for her sleep study.  Such a big crib....made me sad
to think of all those years she spent alone in a crib!
Yesterday I met with a nutritionist and we had a long talk about Christy's nutritional struggles.  She watched me feed her lunch while we talked about all of that.  She also recommended placing a G-Tube and we talked at length about the pros and cons of a G-Tube and so much of what she said now makes even more sense, especially after seeing how hard it is to get her properly hydrated when our days are busy.  Yes, the last two weeks were busier than usual, but even taking that into account, it is very time consuming to get enough nutrition into her, and she tires before we are done feeding her and she is refluxing more now due to the greater volume in her stomach at meals.  The nutritionist recommends moving to 6 smaller meals - great idea, but implementing that will be even that much harder for this busy mom. With a G-Tube she can get her in between meals food/liquids via her tube, and just feel her main meals by mouth, and give her fluids at meals through the tube.  It's beginning to sound like the best way to me now.

My beautiful Bulgarian Princess!
I was getting head of thing there...the appointment with the nutritionist was yesterday on our way home from the sleep study and her sleep study set up appointment was on Monday!

On Monday we went to the Everett Children's clinic.  After reviewing Christy's history, and check Christy's stats that day (wide awake and active her O2 stat was only 95%), she said they she was content to wait until after Christy had her tonsils and adenoids out to see if that corrected her sleep problems.  I mentioned that the ENT had called for the sleep study to be done before the surgery so they would know what they were dealing with when she was sedated.  She checked and I was right, so she quickly changed gears and started talking about scheduling the sleep study.  She said that they were scheduling into November, but that she'd put her at the top of the urgent, cancellation list.  She said they would call me tomorrow.  I got the call an hour later and they said they were scheduling into January, but that they had a cancellation for Wednesday night....I jumped on that one!

The cool, light up welcome sign
- doubles as a nightlight!
Fast Forward to yesterday!  We left early for the trip to Bellevue (about 1 1/2 hour drive in perfect traffic), around 3 pm, so I could have dinner with a friend/adoptive mom before the check in time of 7 pm.  We checked in after I got lots of exercise finding the clinic (left the instruction in the car and there was only one sign that I did not read completely as I thought there would be more signs on where to go).  They wanted me to bring her in to discuss the results a couple of weeks after the sleep study, but  was able to turn that into a phone call scheduled since we live so far away, phew!  If there was anything that caused concern, they would call us in two days to discuss that - so far, no phone calls!

After check in, we were shown to our room, and on the way the nurse pointed out an area where there were drinks and snacks that were available to us for free (which I was unable to take advantage of, except for a cup of coffee on the way out - but it was pretty good coffee!).  Then we got down to the business of filling out forms and getting Christy ready for bed.  She looked so tiny in the big crib!  She does not look like a 4 year old!

"Watch this - I can do the magic table cloth trick!"
Yeah, not a happy Christy...
Once I was done and she was ready, the wiring began!  They stuck things to her head for the EEG and then wrapped her head like a war wound victim and then a kind of stocking thing over all of that.  Then she put on waste bands to measure her work of breathing, monitors to her legs to check for restless leg movements and the PulseOx to her toe.  Lastly they attached a nasal canula that had things attached to monitor her breathing through her nose and mouth - this did not go over well with Christy at all!   After everything was attached, the gazillion wires were held together like a big pony tail down her back.

What does the hand say about the nasal canula?  NO!
Overall, Christy took it all in stride.  But her method or rocking herself to sleep, and moving in many different positions as she does this made things difficult.  As she would get close to sleep, some electrode or another would come off.  They also ended up with the PulsOx on three extremities trying to get a better reading, but 95% seemed to just be her best reading.  After 1 1/2 hours, she finally fell asleep...with that "hat" pretty much off her head.  Around 1 am she started into her waking/rocking herself to sleep pattern.  At one point they nurses had to come in and try to put the stuff on her head back on.  It lasted a little while.  At some point they added two additional waist band monitors too.

They ended up waking her up completely and making her unhappy with them twice in order to adjust things (mostly her nasal canula thing).  I got some sleep, but not much.  I heard Christy stop breathing many time, but usually for less than 10 seconds, so I am really curious about the results.  At 6 am it was wake up time (we had no choice and it was a bit shocking!).  Christy was a wired mess and looked like she had been tumbled in a dryer overnight!  It took a while for the nurse to removed everything, but overall, Christy just hung out and tolerated it all beautifully.....right up until I was washing her hair in the sink (no counter).

Finally we were ready.  Christy still had weird substances in her hair, but I put most of it into a half ponytail and that hid the worst of the problems....what I really needed was some detangler or conditioner (the hospital provided baby shampoo).

Christy ready to go home - did the best I
could with her hair as I couldn't get all the
gel out without traumatizing her!
We made a hasty get away, and I headed north - stopping to do the family shopping halfway home (she had taken a short nap on that portion of the journey).  Christy also had a physical therapy session late in the morning.  There we discussed acquiring braces/DAFOs for Christy to get her set up for weight bearing/gate training/walking practice.  Then I met Daryl for lunch (had only seen him for 10 minutes since Sunday night!), and then Christy and I were off to the nutritionist appointment.

So I'm editing to add that I just found out that the Sleep Clinic called yesterday.  I was able to talk to a nurse about her sleep study results already.  Christy does have obstructive sleep apnea.  Her O2 stats were on the low side, but not of urgent concern.  The study showed that she wakes often, but did experience REM sleep and deep sleep at least for  little while.  Thankfully, they believe that her tonsillectomy might correct this problem.  So we are moving forward with scheduling her surgery.  She will be having a tonsillectomy, adenoidectomy, dental work,  MRI and G-Tube placement all at one time so she only has to go under general anesthesia once (she was intubated for 5 days following her open heart surgery, so there is concern).  I still have many phone calls to make!

Wow - I feel like God gave me a cushion of time with Christy without any major medical issues.  That cushion is now gone.  It's time to get down to business.  Time to address her issues and work to make her life as pleasant as possible and enabling her to grow and develop and sleep (sleep is so important for growth and development, and so is proper nutrition and hydration)!

All Tuckered out - taking a nap on the way home!

I am excited about what the future may hold for Christy.  She has been doing so well - learning new things, actively exploring her new world and interacting with her new family.  Just think how much better she will do when she is not being hampered by her health issues!

I am also overwhelmed, but I've had two of the most incredibly busy weeks of my life.  Next week the only thing on my calendar is Christy and Esther's therapy sessions on Tuesday.  But that might change - I am making the phone call today about Christy getting a  G-Tube.

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Wednesday Weight Loss and Wedding Plans!

I am so happy to share that our oldest daughter, Jessica, got engaged on Labor Day! She and Jon have known each other for nearly two years, and he shares an apartment with our two sons, and works where my husband and one son works, and attends our church - he joke that he was under 24 hour surveillance for a year before their courtship began!   They are planning a wedding for January 3!

I am super short on time (like the craziest, never at home week of my life), but I wanted to get this posted and do my Weight loss Wednesday this too, but it will all be short and sweet!

They got professional engagement photos done by my friend, Renee of Little Earthling Photography!  She did an amazing job!

Life has now kicked into high gear with wedding plans and trying on wedding dresses!

Christy has also had some health issues come up so we have had lots of Dr and specialist appointments - in short we are addressing her issues with sleep apnea and swallowing/aspiration problems.  I'll post an update next week as then we will have the results from the sleep study that is happening tonight!

Here's my quicky Weight Loss Wednesday up too:

Did I overeat this week on any given day?
Nope - been survival eating since I've been so busy.  Eating too little has been more of a problem!

Did I move more and exercise regularly?
Moved more but have had no time for doing my workout, sadly!

Do I feel lighter than I did at this time last week?

Nope, about the same.

Did I eat in secret or out of anger/frustration/happiness?

No - but I did have a few things that were "off plan" due to having to eat in unusual circumstances but they were mostly whole wheat type things, not sugar, so I do not feel guilty about it (well, there was that white pizza crust).

Did I feel that, at any time, I ran to food instead of to God?
No - too busy to do anything voluntarily!

Before I hopped on the scale, did I think I'd had a successful, God pleasing week?
Mostly - I just really felt that my eating was mostly not in my control.  I've been eating away from home more than at home and it's really tough.  I'm keeping next week's calendar as open as possible so I can get a handle on my eating (like more variety - peanuts are getting old!).

What were the measurable results?
I gained .7 pounds, but lost 1.5 inches, so I'm OK with this week.  

Gotta Run!  Nap, Packing and then off to drive 2 hours to Christy's Sleep Study Appointment!

And now

Thursday, September 11, 2014

Thinner Thursday - Weight Loss Wednesday One Day Late!

It's one day late, but I'm still calling it Weight Loss Wednesday because it's my blog and I can if I want to, so there!

Did I overeat this week on any given day?
No.  Actually I struggled on some days with under-eating due to some very crazy/busy days and lots of time away from home.  I came close on Thursday night as I had a big salad and a few too many dark chocolate covered blueberries (I know, some may see this as a cheat, but it did no trigger any cravings and I was watching the SeaHawks and it was the best snack I could find at the grocery store - I did have Daryl hide the bag so I couldn't have anymore until the next SeaHawks you will be hearing more about this "cheat". I only feel a smidgen of guilt on this).

Did I move more and exercise regularly?
I did better than last week, but there is definitely room for improvement.  I had my monthly and so a few days it was just not prudent for me to exercise, and the one day I did was pushing it for me.  But yesterday I finally got the whole Basic Workout done and felt great all the way through - yahoo!

Do I feel lighter than I did at this time last week?
I do, but wasn't sure that the scale would agree with me since last week I was still recovering from that stomach bug and was feeling awfully light!

Did I eat in secret or out of anger/frustration/happiness?
No.  Didn't really have time, but I did experience a lot of frustration this week due to time pressures, trying to get preschool/homeschool set up for the little girls and a crazy and busy week with doctor appointments and therapy and so forth.

Did I feel that, at any time, I ran to food instead of to God?
No.  I am doing better at having my quiet time (still room for improvement) and I think that really helps!

Before I hopped on the scale, did I think I'd had a successful, God pleasing week?
Yes.  The only questionable thing was those dark chocolate blueberries, but since I had a good outcome this week, and it did not trigger any sugar addictions and I did not eat them for the wrong reasons, I'm OK with having them only when I watch the SeaHawks games (but next time I'm only bringing a safe amount in a baggy and leaving the rest at home (we watch the games at our sons' apartments as a cheap date night!)

What were the measurable results?
The scale was friendly to me this week (you know, post-pre-monthly weight ins are always nice) and the scale showed that I lost about weight since last week.  I wasn't writing down the weight each week and I just can't get it right, but overall I have now lost exactly 50 pounds since my first T-Tapp DVD arrived in August of 2012, and since I started my new spiritual journey of eating right to honor God in my life I have lost a total of 9 pounds!  I am less than a pound from my lowest weight that I reached about a year ago.
So about measuring...I have kept very accurate records of measuring almost every time I was doing T-Tapp regularly.  Since I started measuring I have lost a total of over 95 inches now!  When I measure I measure my upper arms, pecs, chest, ribs, waist, abdomen, hips, upper thighs, lower thighs and calves.  I decided early on that the best way to measure was to pull that measuring as tight as I possibly could so that I couldn't cheat the system (by pulling tighter the next week) and then it would be more accurate.  

I measured for the first time (since last spring) just last week, and was so pleased with the progress this week, thanks to Aunti Flow effecting last week's measurements and being absent this week!  This is why I measure!  I "only" lost 2 pounds in the last week, but I lost 8 1/4 inches!!!!!  That was very rewarding, especially since I had gained 4 1/4 inches from my measurements last spring.  So even though I'm still a little over a pound heavier than I was a year ago, I am actually 5 inches smaller then I was then!  That means more muscle/less fat!  The scale is so not a picture of your actual health, but it easier to step on a scale than to take the time to measure yourself, but it's so worth it!!!!

And I do still plan to blog about my menus and meal plans and favorite recipes, but, again, this was just not the week!

Until next week - keep making good choices and turning to God instead of food to meet  your needs and if the scale is not reflecting your hard work, then it's time to start using that tape measure instead!
LilySlim Weight loss tickers

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Weight Loss Wednesday

It's late, but I'm GOING TO POST THIS TODAY!

Did I overeat this week on any given day?
No, actually last Friday I got  bad stomach virus and could hardly eat anything until Monday.

Did I move more and exercise regularly?
Not really - was too sick to even try most days!  I did a workout on Thursday, and was able to do a few moves on Tuesday, but forgot today as I had to take Christy in for her swallow study (actually didn't happen due to a clerical error, so that's happening tomorrow morning instead!).

Do I feel lighter than I did at this time last week?
Most definitely - hollow described me most days this week, and most of today too, but a great dinner tonight gave me a very satisfied feeling (Alfredo Sauce + Chicken pieces + Dream Fields Angle Hair Pasta and lots of green beans with lots of butter!).

Did I eat in secret or out of anger/frustration/happiness?
Nope. but I had lots of reason for happiness this week, but I can't post about it yet.....I actually purchased veggies and fruit instead of chips and dip, and I just avoided the white buns and had a great meal!

Did I feel that, at any time, I ran to food instead of to God?
No.  I did better, but I also had more challenges and did much better at praying about the challenges I was facing

Before I hopped on the scale, did I think I'd had a successful, God pleasing week?
Mostly - I did have one thing this week that was not "on plan" - when I was so super sick and trying to find ways to eat that would not cause my stomach to hurt and yet be satisfying, I resorted to have a cheesy roll on a white tortilla shell.  But I am happy to report that I did not resort to saltines and ginger ale which is my normal "go to" for stomach illnesses.  I mostly had whole wheat toast with butter and/or cream cheese (I was too weak to actually fix any food for three days).

On Monday morning I had lost 6 pounds from being sick, but as I expected on Tuesday I had gained 1 1/2 pound back.  This morning I was very surprised to see that I had actually gone down another 2 pounds, putting me just 1 pound above my lowest weight last summer.  Two more pounds and I will officially be at my lowest weight in 14 years!  (14 years ago I used the Atkins diet to lose a lot of weight very quickly, but my healthy suffered greatly from that experience.  I would have to lost another 46 pounds to reach and low weight I achieved at that time, but I was not exercising at all during that weight loss, so I might actually be thinner at a higher weight than that with the dense muscle that T-Tapp builds! 

 My goal has nothing to do with a weight, actually, but to do with size.  I want to be able to fit in my wedding dress for our 30th wedding anniversary at the end of will take a miracle, but it might happen!  When I got married, I was 63 pounds lighter than I am now, but I know I will fit in the dress and yet weight more than I did then.

Oh - and I finally found my measuring tape today and will start measuring tomorrow, so next week I will include my weight loss and my measurement loss!

And I do still plan to blog about my menus and meal plans and favorite recipes, this was just not the week!

Until next week - keep making good choices and turning to God instead of food to meet  your needs!